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Dream Mirrors of the Self
By
Robert Moss
One of
the most important gifts of our dreams is that they put us in touch
with more aspects of ourselves than we have recognized in what
Yeats called our “daily trivial minds.” Among these aspects is the
famous Shadow, composed of parts of our selves we have repressed or
denied (and tend to project on to others in regular life, till we
awaken). But we encounter much more than the Shadow. We encounter a
whole family of aspects of ourselves, and as we recognize them and
bring them together we become much more than we were.
We are
given the opportunity to claim the imagination and energy of our
inner children, the nature-knowing of the ancient shaman within us,
the wisdom of the elder, the artist, poet, creator, entrepreneur,
hero, dancer, athlete, astronaut inside.
We
also meet our conscience. We are introduced to parts of ourselves
that have been broken and are in need of repair. We are given clues
to parts of our selves that fled from this body and this life
because the pain or shame was too great - or because our dominant
personality wimped out on a big dream, settled for a little story
and ceased to be any fun for a bright spirit to be around. When we
discover such things, we are on the road to healing through soul
recovery
There
is more. As we follow these roads, we may rise to a closer
acquaintance with the Self beyond all the smaller selves. Call it
the Higher Self. Perhaps we are the mirrors in which some part of it
is reflected, when our lenses are clear enough.
I
remember a dream that mirrored the relationship between the little
self and the Big Self. Here is a brief version:
THE
UNFINISHED PORTRAIT OF THE HIGHER SELF
I read
in the local paper that an artist is working on a portrait of the
Higher Self. Greatly excited, I lead a group to see it. The path
spirals up to a studio like an open tower, guarded by magnificent
sculpted beasts; great carnelians flash on the back of the stone
lion.
The
artist is at work on a tremendous canvas. It rises as high as the
tower, perhaps even above the table. At the bottom, he has painted a
self-portrait. The figure stands within glowing bands of color. He
is as small as a votive candle in proportion to the immensity of the
Higher Self that rises above him, visible only as bands of energy
that become subtler and subtler as I look up, until there seems to
be nothing except a pristine and unblemished expanse of pearly
light.
It
seems unlikely that this immense work can ever be finished. But I
know, as I merge with the artist and take up the brush, that this is
my life's work.
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